Maria Tassaert’s Still Life (c. 1660)
BELLADONNA
in the dreams, i am always
level as a goat’s pupil. something
graceful. a figure
skater or ballerina, perfect
in my craft like an uncaught
serial killer. ephemeral evidence
of life runs through me. cold. and i
cannot bleed.
DISSECTION
golden shovel after John Keats
quick as deer or bird from gunshot, the mind fled
the body. black-velvet sleep without dream. is
there pain if flesh doesn’t remember the carving? that
bone can be entered so easily frightens me. do you want music
to drift off to? breathe in. again. yes, Lana Del Rey will do.
last breath like exit wounds. Keats was a surgeon’s apprentice. i
couldn’t bear five years of opening people up when some never wake.
a fifth of his life spent healing with herbs, instruments, yet he chose poetry, or
it chose him. i am twenty-five now, tumors in bloom. body, don’t fail me. just sleep.
Liza Rose is a poet from rural Pennsylvania now living in New York City with her barn-born orange cat, Chai Honey. She received her MFA from NYU’s creative writing program. Her work has been published by, or is forthcoming from, EcoTheo Collective, Academy of American Poets, Mississippi Review, West Trade Review, and Apricity Press, among others. You can find her watching a horror movie or a nature documentary, or at lizarosepoetry.com.