Herman Henstenburgh’s Vanitas Still Life (n.d.)
TROUBLE EVERY DAY
Woke up hungry again
& mad about it
When will the universe stop
Its cycle of abuse
I know that’s not what we call it
We call it living
With my foot firmly on
Your mouth, you are
Terrified, but also aroused.
OPHELIA
The algorithm tells me
To find an alternate source of joy.
It is exhausting
To always have to hold yourself.
More than the money,
I want a songbird; a
Jaw which I can shatter
Like glass with a hammer.
A way to
Make it painful, so it’s bearable.
DAMSEL
Once you are face to face
With the accountant
Of your suffering
It will surprise you how easy it is
How when it’s over
You will emerge
From a verdant pasture
In the glow of your own blood
The final girl, at last.
Meghann Boltz is a poet and the author of the chapbooks rebel/blonde (Bottlecap Press, 2018), Cautionary Tale (blush lit, 2020), and True Romance (Ultra Violet, 2023).